always and never enough
美丽人生
anonyo/佚名
it is a war afternoon，candescenteach leaf looks lit fro withi‘ walkg ho across a field when i see a sall brown head pokg out of a patch of low bh beberriesthe creature doesn’t flee as i approach and suddenly s，astonishedit is a fawn，sleek and newly ted，regardg fro the spot where it nded on earthwe both starethe fawn tests y scent，frg its nostrils as i slowly back awaythe next orng it‘s gone，but there’s a sall，oval depression on the groundi press y hands to the fttened bhes
一个炽热的午后。每片树叶都像着了火一样。回家的路上，我穿过田野，忽然看见一只褐色的小脑袋从蓝莓丛中探了出来。我慢慢地靠近，奇怪的是，小家伙并不逃跑，我便赶紧停下来。这是一只不满周岁的小鹿，皮毛柔滑发亮。它目不转睛地盯着我，相互凝视片刻，我慢慢地后退，它却张开鼻孔凑上前来，嗅了嗅我。第二天早上，它不见了，但地上留下了一个小而圆的印迹，我把双手轻轻放在被它压平的矮树丛上。
though i cross that rner of the field nearly every day，i‘ve not seen another fawn scethat’s the way it is with wonder
when y hband and i oved to this skny fr of ae five years ago，we idiately set out on foot to explore the half-wild nd and shore around our rented hoelike the wild creatures here，we have worn our own surreptitio trail through fields and woods，a ile-long path we call“the loop”it passes with a few feet of where that fawn was born
后来，尽管我几乎每天都穿行于田野，却再也没见到小鹿，上次算是奇遇了。
五年前，我和丈夫搬到缅因州这片贫瘠的土地上，刚安顿下来，我们就去寓所附近的原始地带徒步探险。和这里的野生动物一样，我们在田野和丛林中开辟了一条自己的秘密通道，美其名日“幽径”，一英里长，距小鹿出生地只有几英尺远。