感受不到发生了什么，沒有疼痛，沒有悲伤，沒有愧疚。那一刻米兰的意识飘得很远，仿佛置身于无垠的沙漠，一片沙漠过去是另一片沙漠，睁开眼睛，是因为炙热阳光余晖下的晦暗不明的光圈，那些光圈漂浮飞舞，一伸手便飘得很远很远，无论如何也抓不住。
耳边一轮道路播报，又是一轮男中音兴奋的广告，一轮又一轮周而复始，最终剩下的是一首英文歌，然后，眼泪措手不及的跌出眼眶。
wellyouonlyneedthelightwhenit’sburninglow
onlymissthesunwhenitstartstosnow
onlyknowyouloveherwhenyoulethergo
onlyknowyou’vebeenhighwhenyou’refeelinglow
onlyhatetheroadwhenyou’remissinghome
onlyknowyouloveherwhenyoulethergo
andyoulethergo
staringatthebottomofyourglass
hopingonedayyou’llmakeadreamlast
butdreamscomeslowandtheygosofast
youseeherwhenyoucloseyoureyes
maybeonedayyou’llunderstandwhy
everythingyoutouchsurelydies
causeyouonlyneedthelightwhenit’sburninglow
onlymissthesunwhenitstartstosnow
onlyknowyouloveherwhenyoulethergo
onlyknowyou’vebeenhighwhenyou’refeelinglow
onlyhatetheroadwhenyou’remissinghome
onlyknowyouloveherwhenyoulethergo
staringattheceilinginthedark
sameoldemptyfeelinginyourheart
‘causelovecomesslowanditgoessofast
wellyouseeherwhenyoufallasleep
butnevertotouchandnevertokeep
‘causeyoulovedhertoomuchandyoudivedtoodeep
‘causeyouonlyneedthelightwhenit’sburninglow
onlymissthesunwhenitstartstosnow
onlyknowyouloveherwhenyoulethergo
onlyknowyou’vebeenhighwhenyou’refeelinglow
andyouonlyhatetheroadwhenyou’remissinghome
andyouonlyknowyouloveherwhenyoulethergo
yeahyouonlyneedthelightwhenit’sburninglow
onlymissthesunwhenitstartstosnow